ancient well

Sometimes you wake up and in three seconds or just about it
blue feelings strike into your head and chest...
How hard it is to breathe when it comes?
How hard can it be, When it leaves? you.

Do you know that feeling?

Blue is not dark and i've never been Blue, are you aware of your well?
is it Blue?
it's so dry, it's so empty when i'm awake...
I need to see in black and white only and suck the fucking air with the magic and colorless smoke that inspires me to live!
Sometimes i fall asleep.